Modivation is what to you?

[me_so_slow]

I’ve see many different kinds of post in the men’s network and some got banned for something’s that weren’t clear for reasons why to me. But it is 3 am in the morning and I am drunk and pissed off at the world. Early in the evening I was just dumped by a wonderful girl that I’ve only been seeing for a few weeks. The reason was unknown for a week or so until to night. Another guy. I was hurt that she didn’t tell me and confused about her sudden turn of emotions towards me. (I asked her what was going on and she wouldn’t say then I saw. She dint even tell me I saw for myself) I was hurt and confused. I have been confused for a while now about her but now I am realizing the real lies. It is 3 in the morning and I’m going to try and do PE now. Make it bigger and hopefully have a huge dick in a few months. It will be her lose and that another guy I want to beat the shit out of has her, is a bitch. (It is still her loss because I’m a great guy and treaded her with respect. Even when she was grabbing me front and rear and I helped myself to her on the dance floor, and walked her home with respect and got her number.) It fells like I had my emotions ribbed out and replaced with a knife. This is the first girl I had true fillings for and dreamed about night and day. Never did nothing with her (sexually) she is 17 and a beautiful girl, and her personality amazed me, and her smile dazed me. I had two other woman want to go home with me tonight also, but I couldn’t. I was still thinking about her and still am. I’m going to try PE when I’m hammered and depressed. Wish me luck? I just begun PE and wish to do it for as long as it takes to enjoy the gains that come .I don’t know what’s wrong with this but if I’m banned that’s messed. This is my intro as me_so_slow also known as Big-E. I am trying PE to improve, indure, and succeed in a small portion of understanding what it takes to be a man, and just to give a dame, at this BS thing we call life.

P.S. If any spelling mistakes me sorry.

[turtle]

You did nothing to get banned for. People have been banned for typically two reasons. First reason is that they are trying to use the forum to make money, either selling products or providing links, for personal profit reasons, that direct people to various sites. A second reason for being banned is attacking other members of this community. Clearly your ranting post does not fall into either category. The main thing that you need to do is calm down and take the time to read through this forum and the many posts. You will discover a place were a lot of men try to help each other in a mature and logical manner. PE takes a long time and requires a commitment on your part. It is not a spur of the moment flippant thing you do because your momentarily upset at a situation. Think about your goals, willingness to work, and your willingness to be part of this forum. Think about these things when your head is a little clearer.
turtle

[NEEDMORESIZE]

If you plan on starting PE as staying commited you need to be prepared to be dissappointed sometimes. Like he said. It takes a lot of times and sometimes you'll go a long time and not see any results. Then again your gains may rocket. It depends on person to person. But if you stick with it there will be gains. Sometimes I get dissappointed because I work it hardcore for 2 months and see practically no gains. but then then next week Ill see a small spurt. You just have to have faith at times. Glad your on board man. Im kinda curious bout that girl...sounds like my ex lol..yeah shes a trickster, gotta watch out for them. funny thing is.. my ex is 17 too. hehehe hmmmmm coincidence? But dont worry yourself bout chicks like that. I promise you after years have passed all that you find attractive bout her would have passed anyways and the viel will come down and you see who they really are. SO FORGET BOUT HER start your PEing and remember in a couple of years she'll wish she had your tallywhacker all to herself :sm24

[me_so_slow]

Thanks guys. All my friends are telling me to forget her to and I am she’s a bitch. I am committed to it. I left a party to come home and PE but its Friday night and after my exercise I’m going to go and party it up until the late morning and hopefully no fighting tonight (my fist and head still hurt for last night). I’v been looking thought out the fourm and it has interesting info and seems like there are many goodfellas out there. Thanks aging guys. :sm27

[Vine]

Thanks aging guys.

Hey! Was that a wise-crack at turtle...or maybe falcon?! :p
No...wait...falcon hasn't posted in this thread yet, has he? Lol.
Just kidding guys. :rolleyes:

I know...you meant to say 'again'...just a 'typo,' right?
Hehe.

Well, I hope you feel better in the morning...okay...afternoon I guess, since it sounds like you'll be having a long night.
Some rest and a clear mind will help you commit more solidly to PE.
In the meantime, good luck with all the shit going on in your life.

For everyone's sake I hope you "lay down the gloves" and stay away from the fighting...
Save the energy for the time and dedication you'll need to commit to PEing. ;)

Good luck, and welcome aboard.
Big Vine

[turtle]

I may be an old goat, constant junk mail from A.A.R.P. is proof of that, but I haven't lost my memory yet. I think that I can still give some good advice to the young guys as far as dealing with a young woman goes. Being an oldfart does have some advantages in terms of perspective and experience.
turtle

[Vine]

I agree!
I'm 28 now, but when I look back on people who are in their late teens/early twenties, I can't help but think...damn, if only I knew then what I know now.
Guess we're all like that to some extent.

I'm glad that there's a variety of people who contribute to this forum who are at different stages of their lives...
Really does help get different (and often-times better) perspectives on things, as you suggested.

Big Vine